the social worker says we shouldn't worry, but i am. our sweet expectant mother did not show up for her appointment this morning and i cannot help but cry. the social worker says it happens all the time and its not unusual for this to occur. she reminded us how busy e-mom is and that she just probably could not make it, or did not feel like she needed to have this visit. our social worker says she'll call us if/when she hears from e-mom again, but for us to not fret over it.
we just worry that something has happened to her. we pray that everyone is all right and that she just got called into work etc.
i was hoping that today i'd get a little more peace about the entire thing. i cannot help but be nervous for this until it's all officially over and signed off on. i felt like today was going to be a step for me to feel a little more comfortable about everything. i am starting to worry that buying all of this pink was a bad idea.
husband and i are going to try and focus on our marriage and the fact that we're celebrating our 10th wedding anniversary today. we're getting all dressed up and going to a special dinner. it's hard to believe we've been married 10 years, and we've been through some major ups and downs. all of those trials have made us stronger together, and i know this one will too.